lost... i juz can't help it... i have no idea what to do... lost in multitudes of emotions... voices seems to wash past me... i really feel so helpless against this feeling...nothing seems to matter anymore...
I don't want to be like this... but putting up a strong front is not easy... taking things as it is is really difficult... its not in my character...it requires alot of effort and I do not have a choice... I really have no idea what to do... feeling so inferior n ...
I'm so pathetic.... why can't I juz accept things at is... why can't I be more like everybody...why... i don't want to make my friends worry over me... i...
I wish this a nitemare that will end soon but its cold hard reality... forget it... juz ignore me...
dreamingalong...
abi@dreamworld