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life is so unpredictable...

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

sighz... noticed e recent spat of disasters which claim many lifes in a short span of time... it juz seem so sudden ... makes me feel so fortunate to live in such a safe country like Singapore... i love my family n friends...ok maybe not so much of my annoying bro... but still... haha... hmzz.. might be donating some stuff to e victims to them... see wat i can dig out..lol...

tmls e class chalet n i haf yet to pack my stuff... too lazy... but shall rush for a short section outing again ...lol... i lurve my section... i can't wait for tml to come faster... yeahz...i shall not whine or complain too much as there many more out there hu have juz lost their home or loved ones... e wrath of mother nature..*shakes head*

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life is so unpredictable...

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Its been a week...

Sunday, December 26, 2004

yeahz... was too lazy to update dis few days...lol... going thorugh wat i did dis past week..

Mon: went pasir ris park cycling ... it was fun =)
Tues: went Orchard... discovered a cool arts n craft shop...'Creative Hands'
but things there very ex...sighz..
wed: when to band n go wif section for lunch
thurs: stayed at home n laze ard
Fri (christmas Eve): decorate photo frames for e clarinet juniors at my house
lol....there was Jannah Cherlyn Tris n Jing Fang... yepz they went to my house... n invaded my room...=P so we painted ...gossip... eat ... chatted wif ppl online.. scrutinized macaronies..pasted...blah blah blah...b4 they claim i threw Jannah out of my window n dunp tris into e rubbish Chute...bleahz... watever..lol
Sat: christmas ...nothing much happen was pretty boring...

ok... today(Sunday)..had clarinet outing b4 band bbq... More den 10 ppl came ...improvement...heez... went to east coast park...i decided to learn how to roller blade... bad decision...I fell down 6 times ..4 times on my pitiful bottom...like ouch, den ppl were like pointing at me ...bleahz... some even gave me some 'tips' on how to blade better...wateva... yeahz... but overall..it was still quite fun...den we went for e Bbq... okayz... den all e seniors(sec 4s) had to say a speech... its a supposed farewell party for e sec 4s...haha...

hmmzz... dis are e things i forgot to say...( that time mind block u see)

I will miss all e gossiping we did... during e 4 years in band..
I will miss e sectionals we had together...
I enjoyed last year our Syf year alot wif all e tedious practices to attain e musicality to perform e music... n will miss it alot...
I will miss e passion in producing music in TWE...
I will miss my section...alot larh..shall write in another entry nxt time..
I will miss e band Bbqs...n camps...
I miss e Musical period also...
and lots more.. too tired u see...

hmmzz... so so very tired bodys aching everywhere... lack of excersise...bleahz... overstrain my muscles...yawnz...

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ok....

Sunday, December 19, 2004

hmmzz.. watched 'National treasure'.. on e supposed mini pri schl class gathering... well it ended up wif me Jun Hao n Eugan... bleahz... den both of them like so tall ..towering over me... haha... den had my first time eating in Fish n Co... as expected i didn't eat finish my food.. bleahz... ok back to e movie... its super cool... e best part ...drum rolls...
e lead actress name is Abigail..lalala...

ok...I'm being narcisstic...anywayz..e movie is so da vinci code can... I mean they have e Knight of templar n stuff...ok but its nice with e occasional funny parts to lighten up e atmosphere...hmmzz..watched 4 movies so far... I want to watch one more... ' a series of unfortunate incidents' it seems pretty interesting ...watched e trailer...

ok...anywayz..I like dis template .. I managed to change it all by myself... proud of myself...oh yeh .. like e music too... though yifang help me wif e tagboard thing...lol....shows how bored i am.. to be able to fiddle ard wif e blog template and all..try n error,,,

Bleahz... I can't seem to slp early dis days.. turning into a nite creature... so beware.. I might juz haunt u...anywayz... i tink my typing sux... i need typing lessons.. anybody kind enough to help me...

ok...shall attempt to fall asleep... hmmz..maybe my txt bks have use after all.. shall dig for them... I'm so happy we have class chalet anywayz... something to look forward too... at last...heez...

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I can't sleep..

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Man...I'm so freaking nervous for e pae results tml... I totally can't sleep... my mind keeps wondering back to e results... I'm serious... arghhh... when will this torture end...i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep... i'm praying oh so very hard that i will get into at least one of my first 3 choice... ahhhhh...can't take this anymore.... I'm going crazy mental... pls ignore me... this entry is pointless... haiz.. results will be out tml at 10am... gosh... my brains malfunctioning... I can't think properly...

can't think of anything else to blog now.. its filled with nervousness... bleahz... more tml ... i think.... hope I won't be that dissapointed... sighz... muz be mentally prepared of all circumstances ... ok thats all.. can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep... ermmzz.. i think u get my point rightz....

I seriously can't sleep!!!!!!!!!!! (o_o)

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I'm aching all over...

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

when all e way to Jurong east sports complex yesterday juz to swim... yepz... frm east to west... it was quite fun.... went wif tris and fang ..lol... there was e slides n wave pool lazy pool... but i think we had most fun in the ermmmzz ... bubble jet station which was actually for 10 years and below... gosh... also ATTEMPTED to teach tris and yf to swim... failing miserably... well at least tris can float now... then swim ard a bit... but due to my lazing ard n lack of strenuous excersise I'm aching all over now...

Today... had a whole day of lazing ard ... before preparing for e Queensland Youth Orchestra concert.. well we had a supposed clarinet outing dinner b4 dat... and while i was on my way... I suddenly rmb that i forgotten e bless tix ... which is e most impt thing ... and after running all e way back ... and setting off again.. i realise that i forgot my spects... i think I'm e world blurrest person.. yupz .. so practically i did alot of running today...

But thks to e extremely fast train I managed to get to Bugis where evrybody's suppose to me only rd 5 mins late... there we waited for Shangeetha to arrive ... which she didn't.. so we ate first ... we called her mum and discovered that she left at 4.30...and it was like 6pm den... so everybody started panicking for her... we whipped out all our phones and started contacting evrybody we can think off to look for her... by e time it was 7.00 we decided to stop waiting n go for e concert.. and there Shangeetha was patiently waitng for us... all of us were so relieved... it turned out that she waited at e wrong mac... bleahz... so it was a whole lot of drama...

yepz... anywayz... the QYO was concert was quite nice e clarineteses were like wow... they do e running notes until like so easy can.... e conductor was pretty funny... but i wonder why most of e conductors i know have such huge bellies...

hmmmzz... I like the song American Allegy(hope i spelled it correctly) so touching... den they played 'Selections from Chicago' ... our Alumni band played it to.. which includes us e sec 4s larh... obviously I like our version better though e trumpet player in e QYO so pro...but overall still quite nice... they also sang their aust national song I think... choir like... very nice... they can turn into a choir grp also... cool...

yupz.. so basically I'm now home aching all over that running and swimming... waiting for a boring tml to come... bleahz.. shld go sleep now its so late alreafy...12.15 am... yawnz...

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Toys???

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Ok... was lazing ard in the morning with nothing to do when I decided to accompany my sister to watch barbies 'Princess and the Pauper' musical shown on Kids central... to my surprise I kinda enjoy the show... heez... e songs was nice ... i like... then notice this advertisement of a toy called the 'photo booth' I think... where u take picts and it comes out as stickers... cool rite...

Well then proceeded to go orchard with Tris and Yf... where we went 2 the toys department at Takashimaya... yepz... to find e toy I was looking for... but then we were distracted by e many other toys available for e children.. hey not only me ok... even tris n fang was amazed by e variety... all of a sudden I had this urge to return back to when I was a child and playn all e toys... sighz.. kids this days so lucky! I'm jealous! I want a toy.. *stamps foot around* ... lalala...but its true.. they have like a toy sewing machine that actually works... badge makers... knitting machines...phones... they even have toy Mp3 players... and e list goes on and on...

ok... wishing theres a christmas tree at home... sighz... wldn't it be so cool... but no place to put...=(..nv mind... oh and I want to watch 'National Treasure' ... juz rmb todays my phone one year B'dae... happy birthday to you phone... yeps... I love my phone despite alle abusing I've done to it... hanging all kinds of stuff and pasting all those stickers...

well at least today is not so boring... hahaha... nothing left to rave abt... but i still have not find that specific toy 'Photo Booth' shall look for it in Toy's raus one of this days...

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I'm freaking bored

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Yesh... after my numerous complains of being so busy and so tired ... when suddenly I'm free .. I clueless on how to spend my day on... so what do i do .. rot away at home... I'm turning into a full fledged pig I swear.,..
Things I do at home:
-laze around
-sleep
-surf e net
-eat
-daydream

see... this are things pigs do all e time except maybe using e computer... but e main point is I'm using my time unproductively... bleahz...

So here I am... grumbling like an old hag...i wish I get to do something meaningful... something interesting, exciting and different... yarh... its been only 2 days of lazing around and i can't stand it... haiz...

Darn... I'm being such a brat which can nv be satisfied with what I have... sighz sighz... e boredom has come to a point that i'm feeling that maybe studying n having tuition is not that bad after all... and that is what i call extreme... I want a clarinet outing by the way...lol.. ok...
ps: I'm half way into morphing into a pig.. so if u see one running towards u.. that wld be me..=P especially if its a cute looking fat pig...

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ahhhhhhhhhh...!!!!

Friday, December 10, 2004

Boy am I feeling mad now... ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! I feel like wringing my brothers neck.... or worst still toture him slowly... can't reall specify any as lots of random thoughtys are going through me on how much I hate him now... it still amazes me how he can manged to anger me within a few mins... he has tottally no respect for my privacy... none at all nil...zero... zil aboslutle blank.... he even had e guts to sneaked into my room and talk wif my friends on msn whilst I'm not ard for like 5 mins .. gosh was i surprised when that ask me am i ok.... n i realised e situation ..somebody pls kill my brother right away now before i do that myself... his atrocious ... I must have offended him in my past lifetime for him to be a pest in my current life... ok...I'm done raving now... who knows he might even discover my blog... urgggzz...now i have to be guarded on what i write here...sighz..

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Reminiscing...

Well, feeling bored today,I finally listen to e cd given to e Sec 4s by one alumni... it contained recordings of e band through e years... it in fact give me a sense of nostalgia as I came to realize how much band has came to be part of life... I learnt alot frm band n grown alot through it....

The band had indeed grown alot ... upon comparing it to when I first entered the band ... I realise that culture of the band has indeed change which is inevitable after what e band has been through this 4 years... frm losing e old conductor for many years , to going into conflict with another conductor where alot of band members quit before settling with e current conductor Mr David glosz..where we struggled together to improve e standards of e band n practice for the SYF where we managed to clinch a Distinction (gold)... which was e first ever gold attained in e whole band history...I've learnt alot frm band and have matured alot through it... I've learnt e passion in making music and i really will miss being part of e band....

sighz...now that e concert is over suddenly I'm so free... no idea what to do nxt... with so much time at hand for e first time I feel so lost on what to do... hmmzz... shall have to think of a project to start on soon...maybe decorating room.... lol... going for two concert on e 14th n 17th... the Queensland Youth Orchestra one ... tix was given to us for free lol paid by school I think ... heez...e other one is a band cum dinner thing.. not really sure,going with Kim ...lol... my mum will kill me for sure come home so late everyday.. oh well...

attempted to make brownies today... everything was fine untill I decided to get creative and put whipped cream on top of e brownies n Strawberries too... well was hoping it looks like a cake... obviously it didn't work out very well, as e brownies got a little soggy.. oh well.. but it still taste quite ok... but my mothter swear nv to let me loose in the kitchen again... hahaha...whatever..i guess shall still to make colour pens and drawing...

One point to note I absolutely love my name ... I know it sounds egoistic but its true... haha... anywayz to e record I recieved 4 bracelets so far for my birthday presents ...hmmzz... strange... but I love all of them... after all these writng I'm still bored...man ... I nd to get a life or something... and unfortunately I'm still traumatized by Shutter... though I don't sleep with light on anymore... ok... no mood to write on...

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A day to remember...

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

I'm so tired now .... juz got back frm Victoria Concert Hall... so shall simply summarize e events that happened...

Morning:
breakfast at Mac with e section... it was fun.. enjoyed my meal...
then proceeded to head to school for woodwind ensemble practice...
afternoon:
break for lunch... went with section to 7-11 to get food...lol
did warm-ups...changed to band Uni..blah blah blah
At VCH:
do warm ups again tune.... practice a few piece
had 'dinner'

the performance starts... e first few songs was quite nice ...but as time passes we gradually got tired... but overall e performance was okay but not fantastic... my last performance sighz... its over... some how it seems so unreal as if it nv happen ... oh well

more tml... want to sleep now...zzzzzzzz
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Its only tml..

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

First I wld like to declare the sad lost of my spectacles... its officially gone forever i think... might have thrown it away accidentally while cleaning my room... so sad right...well at least I can still see quite well without it...

Went to watch Shutter for section outing in e end yesterday.. actually tossed a coin to decide ...interestingly enough there was only e 2nd n 3rd ... lol... anywayz... I'm still suffering frome e aftermath of Shutter... Cornelius Zoe and Kristelle was hidden in one jacket , me n jing fang hid in the other whilst e brave teresa watched the whole thing... so brave... I think i like watched less then 65% of e show... but still i saw that female ghost which looks so damm freaky... I swear this is going to be e last horror show I'm gonna watched... iTs not for e fragile hearted...and e backgroung music was making the whole atmosphere even eerier ... wish i can forget e whole show but apperently its stuck in my head... bleahz... well after that we went to take Neoprints... quite fun... N brought cornelius to have a haircut... lol... acting like his mothers or aunty... haha... anywayz presently I on every light when I go out to the kitchen... I even slept with my table lamp on yesterday...talk abt extreme... i was really traumatized... though I don't appear to be...

Its funny how ppl can appear to look tired when they feel tired... whilst I failed miserbly to do so... as cherlyn always like to comment that I look so energetic and awake even after I had only a pathetic few hours of sleep...man.. that is so unfair... how do ppl look tired... gosh izzit that hard???

Anywayz... helped my mum out in e morning to mark her students work... lol...den went out with YF n Tris to orchard to go shopping ... I bought a very cute mouse pad some stickers which is currently pasted on my new com and something nice to dangle on my hp... so overall... it was a fruitful trip ...enjoyed cathching up with Yf on her trip to Japan... i want to go japan... heard frm fang that theres nice stickers there... any sponsers???

Ok .. let me see... Offstage performance is only tml... ahhhhhh... ok...maybe I'm not that nervous but still feeling a bit sad .. its my last performance in this band...but I'm also very excited also as its our first time having a concert on a proper concert hall and not the school hall... e last time I performed In VCH was with e Syf band last year... sighz..time sure flies... better hunt for band uni soon.. its currently somwhere collecting dust... haha.... lets hope for e best tml.. oh and theres also section breakfast tml..woohoo...

yeahz... its rather late already...shall catch up on some much needed rest... hope tml concert will be great...
ps: might I just say that if you make hot milo... do add 3 slices of Tobleron chocolate.. it makes a really nice drink ...e chocolate will melt n blend with e milo...it taste absolutely scrumptious... really perks you up... my new concotion !!!!!!

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Offstage...

Saturday, December 04, 2004

shall promote the bands upcoming concert first...

Band performing : Temasek wind ensemble ( & alumnis)
Venue: Victori concert hall
Time: 7.30pm
tix price: $12

frankly... I hope e concert will be a sucess , e pieces we are playing are quite nice... oh and anybody interested to buy tix can approach me..lol... nd to sell off 4 more tix...sighz..

Ok... well basically I had been very occupied with band that I'm too tired to blog...e few times that I attempted to blog... my bro cruelly cut e internet connection thus making me unable to post it... bleahz... shall digress frm here ...I really think my section rawks... e juniors are so cute... my dearest junior Sangeetha( i hope its spelled that way)... she basically arranged e whole file n helped me in photocopying e scores i needed... so nice right... den theres Yi Xiong who competed with Zoe on e Number of cups of fruit punch drank.. each drank abt 8 cups... like wow... alright its nice to be back in band I kinda miss e long hours of practice , e sastisfaction when we finally completed one piece of music, e ppl in band... yupz , and also e routine scoldings we wld recieve at e end of band pract... hahaha...ok ..maybe its not routine and its kinda of our fault .. but oh well...

after returning to band... I get to eat out together with Tris Viv Li ming n Jin qing again ... lol... we usually always eat lunch together after band but when band stopped .. we nv really go out together so kinda missed that.. heez..lol shall digress abit...I want to go swimming... bleahzz... shall have to wait for Yf to come back.. argghhzzz...I miss her...lol... shes now probbly somewhere in japan enjoying her holiday....

Hmmmzzz..been thinking whether shld go watch 'Shutter' on Mon??? its suppose to be a section outing.. but i hate horror movies... ok not hate but well I'm frighten of nitemares at nightz...feel like watching National Treasure though... thus far I'v only watched 2 movies 'The Incredibles' and 'The polar Express' ... both animated movies..lol... feel like watching an Nc 16 movie.. but e only 2 that i know of are 'saw' n ' Bridget Jones Diary' ... not exactly my type of movie... why izzit when I'm finally 16 that theres no nice Nc 16 movie... so sad lor...

theres this As Mr Glosz say... mp3 player playing in my brain... it keeps playing in my brain all e songs I'm performing for e offstage concert... wonder why... anywayz,I'm starting like jazz music alittle more..heez...e concert is in 4 days time.. *Gasps*, don't really feel prepared.... didn't go for e queenlands youth orchestra workshop today lol... most of e sec 4s didn't go.. wonder what e juniors did there??

well, shall read my newly rented story book 'Arrow flight' By Mercedes Lackey..been searching for this bk since like last year... lol...juz found it today in e bk rental shop at Eastpoint... so happy... which also reminds me to tidy up my room... its in a total mess... all my things are on e floor as I juz got a new cupboard..lol..oh I'm going to get my new computer on Monday...yipeee..can't wait...

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