_my love for you;

busy busy busy...

Monday, May 29, 2006

ok... the much awaited hols have finally arrived.. but it seems to be jam packed with activites !!!

yest... Guitar Performance at metta welfare schl ... it was quite ok lar... cldn't really hear us ... >_<>

today... suppose to pract guitar wif jing for tml... but den in e end with had to move the stuff frm e math society room to ournicely renovated new guitar room !! itslooks super cool.. like a professinal studio ^_^ haha... Rayner is irritating !!! *grrr* must have offended him in my past life... oh well... yepz... stayed until ard 5.30 den me Jingqin huichun Jingxian Abbas Rayner and Mr choo went to get Waffles... Yum !!! and after dat went to eat again... lazy to type... haha... before rushing back for tuition... so currently super super tired !!!

I guess this mth is gonna be crazy wif cca bah !!! haha... next mon n tues haf guitar camp.. den e following wed got 'panaroma' concert rehersal... >_<>

shall here today bah... tml haf band dinner...abit lazy to go... haha... busy day ahead again... oh .. i cut my hair on sat !! i tink i look retarded >_<>

dreamingaway...
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Moving on...

Sunday, May 14, 2006

hmmmzzz.... been rather busylately... not because of studies though !! bad abi...

The stay-over at serene house on thurs was indeed interesting !! didn't sleep the whole night... haha... had lots of fun ... den the nxt day went to meet my sec schl frendz for dinner... 13 ppl turn up... it was not so bad lar... ^_^ though only 3 girls were there.. me herlina and su =P rare scenario can... since now my class is majority gals... lol... wanted to take neoprint but too many ppl le, can't squeeze... Overall it was rather fun,i miss sec schl days... friendship then was not as complicated...

Nxt week gonna have lots of tests... Abi is so so so so gonna die lar >_<>_>

dreamingaway...
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Gone and lost

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Went to ms chan house today... her baby was super cute !! Watched scary movies... 'The Shinning' ... damm freaky... bleahz... >_<

I wish i was a baby again sometimes... at least then my world would be much simpler... I dunno what i'm feeling anymore... I really wish i cld be a statue... at least den i'll not be bothered with any more emotions... sighz... i tink i'm really good at trying to escape reality... sometimes it seems safer that way... at least i won't get hurt... I'm too mentally tired.. i just want to stop thinking .. forget your existence... forget e hurt you brought... forget my frustrations... forget everything...

If only it could be so simple... i guess friendship was never as simple as i thought... I never felt so lost and confused before.. to pretend indifference to everything... to act like everything is ok... I hate it... why did you have to come into my life... why did you have to make such an impact in my life... why did you have to come to mean so much to me...

nxt wk is going to be another long week... I hope i can survive it without breaking down... at least fri is a holiday...

dreamingaway...
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Gone and lost

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