Went to ms chan house today... her baby was super cute !! Watched scary movies... 'The Shinning' ... damm freaky... bleahz... >_<
I wish i was a baby again sometimes... at least then my world would be much simpler... I dunno what i'm feeling anymore... I really wish i cld be a statue... at least den i'll not be bothered with any more emotions... sighz... i tink i'm really good at trying to escape reality... sometimes it seems safer that way... at least i won't get hurt... I'm too mentally tired.. i just want to stop thinking .. forget your existence... forget e hurt you brought... forget my frustrations... forget everything...
If only it could be so simple... i guess friendship was never as simple as i thought... I never felt so lost and confused before.. to pretend indifference to everything... to act like everything is ok... I hate it... why did you have to come into my life... why did you have to make such an impact in my life... why did you have to come to mean so much to me...
nxt wk is going to be another long week... I hope i can survive it without breaking down... at least fri is a holiday...
dreamingaway...
abi@dreamworld