what is wrong with me.... i'm so gonna fail my physics practicals. I cried I totally lost control of myself.. what is wrong with me, so cry baby, sighz... But i really appreciate e comforts given by my friends... thks (Kim jas and sweesan) ma ma, teresa n Yi fang it cheered me up a lot ... I'll try harder , for all of you and for myself. anyhow i really feel sad , why am i so stupid...I don't think I'm confident over my studies... really scared ... theres always this constant notion irritating me asking me whether I'm sure abt what I'm doing and the truth is I'm not ... I'm never confident .. oh gosh ... I hate myself in this state.. I want to be the happy old me... but this is really affecting me.. why oh why am i so dumb...I know that it does not help me at all degrading myself but i guess i just can't help it... worst still i had to put on a facade and assure my mum that e paper was ok just to let her not be worried...so pathethic..i hate lying to her... tml lits paper and I'm freaking out...
anywayz kim... don't be too sad too...I'll always be there for you k...
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