Ok... i managed to drag e decision on wat Cca to make to Monday... but haiz... which to choose Band or Guitar... i ask for many ppl opinions... but in e end i still haf to make e choice... bleahz... y can't one of e cca seem more horrible....watever... its a dilemma for me...
went out wif tris n yi fang today to queensway... to buy shoes...haha... meeting fang again tml... lolz.... hope we will remain as close even after a long time... friends forever... yet to visit my old school always got something up...haiz... miss it so much especially e food... also miss e airport staff canteen pasta n hot chocolate... its been a long time... so many things dat i miss but not many things to look forward too.... tutorials start nxt week... will i be able to cope wif my studies ??? i really worry.... i seem to lose all motivation to study.... sighz...
haf been reading alot of story bks lately... i can't help but wonder how nice if i can be e person in e story somehow... juz be someone else but myself for awhile... n live a more exciting life which does not revolve around studying only... one filled wif adventures n such ... but dats of coz not possible... to live a totally different life frm now...[fairy tales are beyond stories, they are written dreamz] yeahz... i totally agree wif this statement....
hmmmzz... tink i'm quite a loner in my Jc...which is so sad... boohoohoo... i also dunno y leh... i juz feel so insecure there... yeahz... i might haf some frendz there but ultimately everybody returns to thier own cliques during breaks n so on... sighz... can't get use to dis feeling....always feel lost n confused in e Jc... n more often den not clinge on those ppl whom i find more familiar...
oh i simply love dis template...i tink it suits me alot ...e song nice ok... i like it alot...it simply stirrs my emotions... it seems so mysterious ...mystic..soulful...
n somehow wif a tinge of sadness.... basically i lurve dis song... n guess wat??? i don't even noe hu sings it or wats e title of e song... if anybody noes can tag me to tell me... ??? thk u....
dreamingaway...
abi@dreamworld