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Tuesday, February 01, 2005

this few days have been slack for me... ironically enough... it seems i'm more busy when i'm in secondary school...o_O.. sianz... watever larh...

Kinda confuse over my emotions now... like for a moment i'm happy the nxt moment i'm sad... gosh i tink i'm going mental... y? y ?y?... izzit a sign that I'm growing up finally??? *ponders* fluctuating emotions... though i don't appear like that larh... wldn't everybody think i'm crazy if i'm suddenly smiling n laughing all e way and e nxt moment i'm moody n depressed... i also don't know why leh... cld be because of my overactive tmaginations... coz nv pay attention in class alot of time to daydream marh... haiz.. i also draw alot on my notebks... typical of me ...heez...

Guitar is ever juz as fun... i love the feeling of learning something new... especially musical instruments... gives you a sense of sastisfaction... what can i say i simply love music... hmmz... e ppl there are so nice... but then to me almost everybody is nice... you will feel much happier if you tink everybody is nice... den no nd to bother hating or disliking anybody... makes sense ritez... Abigail's philosophy...heez...

today went out wif a few of my classmates to bugis den to orchard...felt abit weird maybe becoz first time going there wif diff ppl ... went to far east plaza... den remind me of the time i went there wif jas n swee to the 'house of stars' where they stared at idol picts for quite long...(ps: jas your b'dae prezzy is still wif me leh ... haiyo) yeahz... took neoprints.. muahaha... its e one dat has camera up n down so we were like going up n down anyhow take... lolz... warm up exercise for tml road run... =P=p=P=p

dunno wat to say liao... but don't feel like ending the entry yet coz after dis gonna study for math tests... no choice... don't wanna fail my first test dis year... i miss e feeling of buying stickers n colour pens... i wanna go kino... n i want to read a new bk... ok i want alot of things ... such a greedy girl... oh n guan cheng says i bear grudges... whee... first time leh... cool ritez...( dunno wat grudge larh but nv mind ... don't care) shows dat i'm getting meaner n fiercer... muahahahaha... soon i'll be able to bully ppl... ok... sounds weird... but yeahz.. so far my attempts in bullying ppl are pretty pathetic... nd more practice... beware...

ok... i'm really crapping already... dunno wat to get for my mortal... haiz... don't wanna think now... worry abt dat later...sighz... shall end here larh... time to get to doing math... yucks... don't want to tml to every come... road run n math tests...

dreamingaway...
abi@dreamworld

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